You are a bird-understander better than I could ever be

I was introduced to Craig Arnold‘s work about a year after he disappeared while hiking on a small volcanic island in Japan in 2009. I’m having trouble choosing just one selection from his gorgeously raw last collection, Made Flesh, so here is another poem of his that I love.

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“Bird-Understander”

Of many reasons I love you here is one

the way you write me from the gate at the airport
so I can tell you everything will be alright

so you can tell me there is a bird
trapped in the terminal     all the people
ignoring it     because they do not know
what to do with it     except to leave it alone
until it scares itself to death

it makes you terribly terribly sad

You wish you could take the bird outside
and set it free or     (failing that)
call a bird-understander
to come help the bird

All you can do is notice the bird
and feel for the bird     and write
to tell me how language feels
impossibly useless

but you are wrong

You are a bird-understander
better than I could ever be
who make so many noises
and call them song

These are your own words
your way of noticing
and saying plainly
of not turning away
from hurt

you have offered them
to me     I am only
giving them back

if only I could show you
how very useless
they are not

2 thoughts on “You are a bird-understander better than I could ever be

  1. Natalie,

    This may become one of my absolute favoritesŠsoooo powerful.

    I can give you nothing that has not already its being within yourself. I can throw open to you no picture gallery but your own soul. I help you to make your own world visible. That is all. -Herman Hesse

    From: live in the layers Reply-To: live in the layers Date: Monday, April 13, 2015 at 10:51 AM To: George Lukacs Subject: [New post] You are a bird-understander better than I could ever be

    WordPress.com nataliejabbar posted: “I was introduced to Craig Arnold’s work about a year after he disappeared while hiking on a small volcanic island in Japan in 2009. I’m having trouble choosing just one selection from his gorgeously raw last collection, Made Flesh, so here is another poem”

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